Elizaveta Friesem
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POEMS: Stranger

Picture
***
​В лесу боюсь услышать я шептание ветвей.

Напоминает мне оно припев души моей.
Я в городах боюсь людей, боюсь их странных лиц.
У них жестокие глаза и клювы, как у птиц.
Скитаюсь по дорогам я, сплю в поле на траве.
Воспоминаний не храню в стеклянной голове.
***
In the forest, I am afraid to hear branches whispering.
The sound reminds me of my soul's refrain.
In cities, I am afraid of people, afraid of their strange faces.
Their eyes are cruel, and they have beaks just like birds.
I roam the roads, sleep in the field on the grass,
And don't keep memories in my head made of glass.​

Странник 

​1. 

Здесь каждую весну цветут каштаны,                       
Почти как там, откуда я пришел.                              
И этим зазеркальным сходством странным             

Меня здесь всё пугает: море, мол…           
                       

Свое «почти» есть у любой былинки.
На реквизит похож забытый зонт.
Упрямо упираются тропинки
В небрежно проведенный горизонт.

И голос моря стал ворчаньем нудным.
Ничто меня не радует уже.
А вечерами холодно и людно
В моей отцветшей навсегда душе.
​

2.
И однажды по дорогам сонным,   
Устланным осеннею листвой, 
Не надеясь больше быть прощенным, 
Я вернулся в старый город свой.                 
​                        

Там, блестя сквозь веки фонарями,                         
Выгибали улицы хребты.                                       
Город что-то прятал за дверями.                             
Чуть качались в пустоте мосты...       
                              

Мне так часто снился этот город...                           
Может, этот город – только сон?                              
​
Запахнусь, и подниму свой ворот,   
И ступлю на зыбкий небосклон.   
Wanderer 
​
1. <about>
Chestnuts bloom here every spring,
​Almost like where I came* from.
This strange looking-glass resemblance
Scares me in everything here: the sea, the pier...

Every blade of grass has its own "almost".
A forgotten umbrella looks like a prop.
Little paths stubbornly dead-end
Into the sloppily drawn horizon.

The voice of the sea has turned into tiresome nagging.
Nothing makes me happy anymore.
And in the evening, it is cold and crowded
In my soul, which will never bloom again.

2. <about>
So one day, following sleepy roads
Covered with autumn leaves,
Without any hope of ever being forgiven,
I came back to my old city.

There, with street lights gleaming through their eyelids,
Avenues were arching their backs.
The city was hiding something behind the closed doors.
Bridges were swaying lightly in the emptiness...

I have seen this city so often in my dreams...
Perhaps this city is just a dream?
I will wrap my coat tighter around me, and pop my collar,
And step onto the unsteady sky.

​
*In both poems above, the narrator is male. This is evident only in Russian, where past tense verbs are gendered.
  • About
  • Books
    • Media is us >
      • Principles of communication
      • Micro- and macropower
      • ACE model
      • Description of chapters
    • Hypertexts >
      • Me, looking for meaning >
        • All the pages I have started
        • List of completed pages
        • Human thinking is nonlinear >
          • Verbal vs. nonverbal communication
          • Human thinking
          • What is "natural"?
          • On being a writer >
            • On being a scholar
          • Paradox
          • Make Sense >
            • Interpretation
            • Knowledge
          • Human brain
        • Content and form of this book >
          • Rhizome in philosophy
        • My quest for meaning >
          • Why do people hurt each other? >
            • Good vs. evil
            • Violence in the human nature
            • Mean and stupid >
              • Free will
              • Can I give myself credit for being empathetic?
            • Circumstances
            • Cycle of violence
            • Doing the right thing
            • Norms
            • Everybody is connected
            • We hurt others when we are in pain >
              • Emotional pain
            • (Mis)understanding each other's needs
            • Both sides
            • Self-awareness and empathy of higher order
          • Postmodern philosophy >
            • On being right
            • Truth
            • Reality
            • Binaries
            • Power
            • Cognitive biases
            • Why do misunderstandings happen?
            • Postmodern worldview
            • Us and them
          • Science, religion and art
          • Human nature
          • Meaning >
            • Human needs
            • Meaning of life
            • Where do meanings come from?
            • Ideas
            • Why do everyday objects make sense?
            • Meaningless >
              • Common sense
              • Explain/excuse conflation
              • Choice
              • Subjectivity and objectivity
            • "It is what it is"
            • How much do we understand each other?
            • Meaning wars
            • Communication
            • Objectification
            • Meaning communities
            • Meaning-seeking vs. meaning-making
            • Individual meanings vs. shared meanings
            • Feelings
        • Hypertext books
        • Why am I trying to stay sane? >
          • Coronavirus and me
          • I am an optimist
          • What does it mean to "understand"? >
            • Polarization >
              • Parenting
              • Problem/solution binary
            • Understanding ourselves
            • Why is language so unhelpful? >
              • Synesthesia
              • Language
              • Media
            • Empathy >
              • When conflict gets out of control
              • "Little lady" and "differently-abled"
              • Empathy as a matter of self-preservation
              • Self-empathy
            • "I'll never understand!"
          • Everybody has their struggles
          • Privilege
          • "The Death of the Author"
          • What is a text?
          • Literal vs. nonliteral communication
        • What's the point? >
          • Depression
          • Do children ask themselves about the purpose of life?
          • The importance of having a purpose >
            • Knowing your true purpose
            • Self-awareness
            • Inner compass
            • Forgetting about your purpose
        • What will this project become? >
          • Suggested citation format
      • Power of meanings // Meanings of power
      • It's not about "them"
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